1998-03-29: Newsgroups: "jacula alt.revenge apartment" (Note: Paragraphs added by ACR from original)

Subject: An I for an I?
From: JACULA@webtv.net (JKL)
Date: 1998/03/29
Message-ID: <6fmlbo$s7v$1@newsd-154.iap.bryant.webtv.net>
Newsgroups: alt.revenge

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Now I'm about to share with you folks something most of you wouldn't believe and could careless about. I've been harassed the past few years by somebody who can't take a hint and won't leave me alone. It doesn't matter if I defend myself, because he stills *bugs* me. This is a person I used to trust, until I found out some of the shit he said about me and did against me; he lived not even a block away from my parents, and would visit my family frequently managing to befriend them. I think his reasons for befriending us is so we would trust him and not suspect him of anything.

Somebody tried breaking into my folk's house, stealing my family's mail, an I'm sure of that. I warned my parents about him, but they still would let him into their house when he would visit (so I put up with him for them). But he disappeared for awhile, and so things cooled down. Last year me and brother shared a 1 bedroom apartment, an I made the mistake of letting my former associate know where we were staying at (he suspiciously visited my parents' right before we moved out of there). I knew better, but I decided to forgive him. The first day he visited us he tried to convince me to let him move in. Now bear in mind this same person told me how he (and the people he lived with) were evicted before and about a lot of the crimes he enjoyed doing; and to top it off he talked shit about my brother, right in front of me.

This person visited us, and ended up staying the night because he would not leave! The next day I was trying to think of a way to get rid of him with out having to get violent (since the person I'm talking about always cops an attitude when he doesn't get his way and I was on probation at the time). So I pretended like we were going for a walk and let him lead the way, only to turn around and shut the door! It was at least a half hour before the idiot noticed/came knocking on my door! I was relieved that he was out of my apartment an I thought it was funny.

That night I noticed some of my groceries were missing, so I assume that he stole/stashed them while me and my brother were sleeping (I had the bed, my brother had the futon, and he had the floor)! I guess the idiot couldn't see that we ditched him on purpose because he kept stopping by our apartment and knocking on our door! I wouldn't doubt if he thought we were afraid of him (which wasn't/isn't the case), we just didn't/don't want to have anything to do with him anymore! It wasn't long before I noticed he had befriended my neighbors (since I looked out my sliding glass door to see him on the patio next door) an on other occasions I heard him in the apartment above me. Why would a former friend want to befriend your neighbors?! I think he may have turned them against me, so that they wouldn't care if I was ripped off/fucked with!

Anyway, last year on the 4th of July me and my brother were drugged/poisoned and threatened. But who ever did it must have had access to our apartment while we weren't there. My brother was passed out face down on the floor an I was laying on the futon...both of us unable to move. People came into my apartment and told me that they cut my brother up and put him into soup. I believed them at the moment, an it wasn't until I awoke from my stupor that I realized I had been lied to. My brother was still alive, and I tried figuring out what happened and why. I looked at both the 2 liters of *soda* we had in our refrigerator, and the seals to both of them had been broken (although only 1 was opened by us); so obviously somebody had put a drug/poison/toxin in our soda. I should've called the police, but I didn't because I didn't think they'd believe me (since my own family, besides my brother, thought I was just paranoid).

I should've moved out but the lease wasn't up, an I had nowhere else to go. Things started getting crazier. I would wake up with people on me and talking to me. I think there may have been a speaker hidden in my bedroom (most likely in the vent near the ceiling), because I usually would hear people talking to me although I couldn't see them. For awhile I thought I might have been hearing voices in my head, which is a symptom of manic depression and schizo phrenia, but it wasn't long before I knew the voices were coming from outside my head. One day while I heard voices, I stood up on my bed and felt the vent (which was vibrating WITH the voices). Other times I would wake up an a red light would be flashing from the vent/ceiling an aiming towards me! I figured I was being watched because in some of the chat rooms I frequented, stuff was posted about me that only people watching me would know! Sometimes I would leave my apartment, only to come back and find my stuff not how I left it.

To get back to what I was saying, I think if somebody really wanted to get into my apartment with out my permission, (t)he(y) would not want to be seen doing it! So I think there was a secret passage. Between me and my next door neighbor's doors there was a staircase, and behind it a wall. Was there a hall behind the wall? In my apartment the fireplace was located on/in the side/direction facing my next door neighbors' apartment and below the people's that lived above me...an I assume my neighbors' fireplaces may have been across/above mine. I recall laying in bed and hearing a squeaky sound coming from my living room. I checked the fireplace an it made a squeaky sound when I pulled down on the log holder! I think if there was a secret passage into my apartment, it was from the fireplace/chimney!

I moved out of my apartment and back with my parents. I ran into my former friend when I went outside to check the mail 1 night and we acted as if nothing happened, I even apologized for ditching/shunning him. Now keep in mind that his girlfriend and children were present and I didn't have any witnesses around but me. If we would've gotten into a fight, it's very likely that I would've beat him so badly I would've gotten arrested/sued an of course his girlfriend would've lied about who threw the first punch! Anyway I went back inside and they came over to visit. We had an alright conversation and they left, but then they came over again and brought over some food that they made, which they tried getting me to eat. I wouldn't eat it so they left it with me for my parents to...so I flushed it down the toilet! They still haven't picked up the bowl they brought the food over in! I'm glad they haven't though!

But since then people have been getting to me while I'm trying to sleep (ring a bell?). Before I moved back in with my parents my brother did an 1 day he went to the hospital because he had seizures an a drug (that he didn't take) was found in his blood...my brother was home alone an asleep for most of that day. I've woken up with women on me (whose voices I didn't recognize)! Now I don't mind if people are bringing me women, but not if they're diseased, old an ugly (how ever I'm not saying I've had sex with diseased/old/ugly women)! I think I know how people are getting to me, but they only seem to mess with me while I'm in bed trying to sleep! I realize this sounds like I have vivid dreams...but I get woken up! I still hear people talking to me from outside my room, so I think there maybe another hidden speaker somewhere! The thing is, in order for anybody outside where I'm living to know if I'm sleeping is if they're watching me!

So is government/law enforcement helping people get to me or what?! I know I've been monitored (an under constant surveillance at 1 time at least) by the government/law enforcement because of what I write/record/say, rumors spread about me and whom I've associated with. But I would really like vengeance! I'm at the point where I will kill who ever tries hurting me/my family anymore! They think they can get away with it because the government/law enforcement lets them? If the government/law enforcement is doing me a *favor* that's 1 thing, but if they're *working* against me that's definitely another!

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